Yesterday sucked. Hardcore. All I will say is that sadly, my hopes for the FRG were misplaced. Not only did I not feel welcome… I felt downright insulted. And I will leave it at that.
Today, I was deeply depressed. The thought of doing this alone… Well… It wasn’t pretty. I spent most of the day trying to convince myself that just because my best friend isn’t next door anymore, doesn’t mean I’m alone in this. I literally couldn’t do anything…. for most all of the day…. It wasn’t for lack of trying… I just couldn’t seem to focus. All I could think was how much I missed my man, and how much I just wanted to pull the covers over my head and sleep until he curled up with me. Kids have a way of making that impossible though.
Yesterday was about the worst it’s been so far. Can’t get much worse than that, trust me. Today sucked, badly. Hopefully, with a good night’s sleep – or at least a mediocre night’s sleep – tomorrow will be better.
I am sorry that you are feeling down. I can’t say I know how you are feeling but I get apretty good idea. Know that you are always in my prayers and anytime you need to talk I am here. Having pictures to look at of your hubby hopefuly will help. NO, its not as good as him being physically there but it will give you some comfort. You are a terrific mother and your children know that. Again I am here for you. By the way what is a FRG?