I really don’t know how to explain this. I have this deep feeling in my soul that we are at war. I don’t mean Iraq, I don’t mean Afghanistan, though, yes, we are war there. What am I feeling seems to be on such a spiritual plane, it’s very hard to put into words.
I feel as though I am awakening from a deep sleep, only to find myself on a battlefield. This instinct goes much deeper than politics. True, my side pretty much lost yesterday in America. But somehow, the ache deep in my soul feels so much more than just my side lost. I’ve had this feeling since I woke up yesterday morning and drove out to cast my vote. It’s one of those, something-just-ain’t-right feelings. It doesn’t feel “politcal” at all… It feels so much more, spiritual.
I can’t really explain it much. Other then I feel a deep need to call out to all I know, to sound the alarms. To what, I’m not sure, but I have never in my life felt such an intense need to pray. Not just a “Dear God, Thanks for the grub.” type prayer, but a gut-wrenching, soul-clenching, straight-up cry out to God. Lucky for me, He doesn’t need me to understand what I feel, only to act.