Alrighty.. my SA assignment for the day is to create a treasure map of sorts… I’m supposed to find photos that represent what I want my life to be in the future, and make a collage, with a big photo of me in the center. Easier said then done when your 2yr old wakes up the same time you do with a sore throat and a hacking cough. I haven’t had my alone time yet this morning, and most likely wont get it today… but oh well… such is life…
So anyway! for my treasure map… I see us in a house. A real house, situated far enough from the neighbors that they can’t complain about hearing every little thing in my house. I want a full sized bath tub, one that I can lay back and relax in a bubble bath in. I want a kitchen that is not a hallway with a stove. I want my very own office space. somewhere where I can hide from the day if need be. I want our home to be the fun place in the neighborhood, the kind of home my kids can bring their friends over to any time.
I want to be the mom I’ve always known I could be, but don’t know how to get there. I don’t want to be the screamer. I want to be the cool, calm, colected mom who’s got it all together…
There’s plenty more there…. but I’m having a hard time thinking with the kids running around…