About a week or so ago, I went through the little guy\u2019s room and tossed a garbage bag full of old toys and other garbage. Today, I went through GeekBoy\u2019s room with similar results.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m trying… I really am… I prolly wouldn\u2019t bother making a dinner if it weren\u2019t for the kids. I\u2019d consider taking the kids out… but, considering I just did the bills for the next month and created a new budget, I don\u2019t want to blow my new budget on the first day… you know??<\/p>\n
I just feel… Crushed. Emotionally. Spiritually. Crushed.<\/p>\n
I literally just want to pull the covers over my head and sleep for the rest of the night, or month, or year even.<\/p>\n
I try. For my kid’s sake. I try to put on a smile. Reality is, I feel so dead inside… and the constant backtalk and bickering… UGH! There are times when I find myself wishing to ship one or more of them off to Gramma’s for a week just so I could have some peace around here.<\/p>\n
I want to curl up and have a good cry. I hate crying. it turns my face all shades of red, makes my nose run, and always leaves me with a massive headache.<\/p>\n
I’ll get through.\u00a0 Somehow, I always do.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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