{"id":1395,"date":"2009-04-22T21:09:26","date_gmt":"2009-04-23T02:09:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yuriar.com\/wp\/?p=1395"},"modified":"2009-04-22T21:09:26","modified_gmt":"2009-04-23T02:09:26","slug":"starting-over","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/2009\/04\/22\/starting-over\/","title":{"rendered":"Starting over."},"content":{"rendered":"

Wow. I’ve prolly written a million blog posts in my head over the last few weeks.\u00a0 I’m still trying to catch up with my flickr uploads….\u00a0 so much has happened I’m not sure where to start…<\/p>\n

So…\u00a0 yea. There was this<\/a>.\u00a0 Then this<\/a>.\u00a0 It’s pretty obvious I have a problem. So I went and got my labs drawn for that Thyroid test.\u00a0 Hoping I’d get the Synthroid and have the same results as last time<\/a>.<\/p>\n

My thyroid level came back – perfectly normal.\u00a0 The short version of the story is that my doc gave me a high dose of Vitamin D to take once a week, and Celexa.\u00a0 I took the vitamin D alone that night, and the next morning, I felt great! I looked around and saw everything that I had let slide, and just got to work. I had energy!\u00a0 I wasn’t happy…\u00a0 but I wasn’t down either… I just… was.\u00a0 The vitD seemed to do the trick, but by the end of the week, I was really worn out, and down.\u00a0 Not a big problem, I figured I’d take the next dose and get the same bump.\u00a0 So when time came, last Monday, I took the next dose.\u00a0 Instead of a big energy high, I slid very quickly back down the hill.\u00a0 The roller coaster of emotion ran completely off the track yesterday.\u00a0 It was not pretty.<\/p>\n

So I prayed.\u00a0 I’d reached a point where I needed help.\u00a0 That’s when God reminded me of the Celexa.\u00a0 I was hoping to stay off anti-depressants.\u00a0 But I couldn’t handle the wild emotional swings anymore.\u00a0 so I took one last night.<\/p>\n

Dude.<\/p>\n

Today was the best day I’ve had in…\u00a0 I don’t even know how long, it’s been that long.\u00a0 I didn’t loose my cool at all.\u00a0 I laughed.\u00a0 I haven’t laughed in a while.\u00a0 I laughed so hard this morning because of this guy:<\/p>\n

\"Funny<\/a><\/p>\n

“Hey mom!\u00a0 Know what my shirt says?” he says to me with the biggest smirk ever.<\/p>\n

He looks down at his chest, and reads,
\n“Labtuf!”<\/p>\n

Dude… This kid cracks me up.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Wow. I’ve prolly written a million blog posts in my head over the last few weeks.\u00a0 I’m still trying to catch up with my flickr uploads….\u00a0 so much has happened …<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[5,6,19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1395","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-down-but-not-out","category-family_life","category-photos"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1395","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1395"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1395\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1395"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1395"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1395"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}