{"id":1116,"date":"2008-07-18T05:41:38","date_gmt":"2008-07-18T10:41:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.yuriar.com\/wp\/?p=1116"},"modified":"2008-07-18T05:41:38","modified_gmt":"2008-07-18T10:41:38","slug":"i-most-definitely-believe-in-angels","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/2008\/07\/18\/i-most-definitely-believe-in-angels\/","title":{"rendered":"I most definitely believe in Angels."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve seen her again.  It&#8217;s been years since I&#8217;ve last caught a glimpse of the blonde girl that haunts me.  My Angel.<\/p>\n<p>The baby I lost nearly 10 years ago was due July 20, 1999.  Sadly she left us December 22, 1998.  At first, I saw small flashes of light.  Then, just before my 7 year old was born <a href=\"http:\/\/www.yuriar.com\/wp\/?p=810\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">I saw her<\/a>.  A flash of blond hair and legs running past my third story balcony door.  It was so real, I honestly wondered how a child had gotten up there while I searched for her.  Never did find her though.<\/p>\n<p>A few days ago, I saw her again.  This time, taller, about 9 years old.  I&#8217;ve yet to see her face.  But there always seems to be a whisper of laughter in the air and a flash of light reflecting off her blond hair.  This time, out of the corner of my eye, I saw her run into BigBoy&#8217;s room as he slept.<\/p>\n<p>She is my oldest child, but not my first<em>born<\/em>.  She is the guardian of my living children.  To early taken from us, yet with us still.<\/p>\n<p>Time heals.  Yes.  But you never forget.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve seen her again. It&#8217;s been years since I&#8217;ve last caught a glimpse of the blonde girl that haunts me. My Angel. The baby I lost nearly 10 years ago &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[32,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1116","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-angels","category-family_life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1116","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1116"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1116\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1116"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1116"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yuriar.com\/katp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1116"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}